Most
religions and spiritual teachings are based on polarity, good and bad. The
basic Christian premise is that if you are good, based on their specifications,
then you get to go to Heaven. And of course, if you are bad, then you go to
Hell. Most other religions have similar rules.


These rules
are shame based and are enforced by using shame. If you haven't already read
Shame, the Hidden Emotion, I suggest that you do. I wrote about the meaning of
the word? Another word for shame is disgrace, to be removed from the grace or
love, of God. If you get caught doing something "bad' you feel shame.


Even New
Age Spirituality has rules and regulations to get the desired result of
enlightenment or ascension. We are supposed to do things that raise our vibrations
and should stay away from the baser energies like anger and fear. We are guided
to stay in the positive emotions and think positive thoughts. Our focus should
be on the upper chakras and the refined realms of spirit. There are rules for
eating too. Many people would feel embarrassed (code word for shame) if one of
their spiritual friends caught them eating at McDonalds!


Have you
ever known someone (or been the person) who said, "I just can't be around
"Jack" because his/her vibrations are too low (or he just has too
much anger)." It's like there is competition to raise our vibrations and
often we judge others that aren't "as far along on the path" as we
are. This is Spiritual Competition. We've all done this on one level or
another. We think it is being spiritual, but it's really just another game of
polarity.

In the New
Energy we are stepping out of polarity. What if there was nothing that was bad
and everything was just experience?


Years ago I
was approached by a Being whom I had never channeled, yet he felt very
familiar. He told me he was the Being known as Osiris, God of Egypt, but that
his more energetically accurate name is Ahrazu. Ahrazu started telling me
stories and showing me pictures of his life. Before coming to Earth, Ahrazu
lived on a planet in the Sirius Star System.


"I am Osirus. I have come to you now
to help you expand, to connect to your Goddess/God power. It is time for you to
begin your Work. It is time for people to know the truth about how big and
powerful they are, not as a mental concept, but as a heartfelt reality. It is
time for humans to experience the larger reality.


Our
home planet, located in the Sirius system, is beautiful and serene. You could
say that we are an aquatic species, but the water is much less dense than the
water on earth. The land is pale yellow and softly rolling. Imagine a landscape
composed of different colored mists, molded into coherent form by softly
glowing life forces. All life-forms are connected to each other and attuned to
the same basic impulse. We are generally at peace and content. There is nothing
to fear, so we are adventurous and creative."

Then Ahrazu
started telling me about the nature of Creation.


There is a
basic, underlying force that allows for creation. This force originates from
Creator and is very much like magnetism. It has two aspects to it. Part of the
force is attraction, like when a magnet pulls toward another magnet. The other
aspect repels, or pushes away. The magnet itself is neutral. Creator, like a
magnet, creates both positive and negative forces, but is itself neutral.
Creation is cyclical. Within the greater cycles are smaller cycles of
expansion/contraction, separation/unification, lower vibration/higher
vibration.


THE
OUTBREATH OF CREATOR

By the will
of Creator the repelling force was actively expressed while attracting force
was dormant. This was so there would be fragmentation, separation and creation.
Osiris/Ahrazu called this the Outbreath of Creator. During the Outbreath it is
the desire of Creator to separate into smaller and smaller parts and forget the
whole.


With each
split, the individual pieces lowered in frequency. Each fragment set off to
gain experience and to create The Universe was formed, with all its diversity.
The repelling force pushed the matter apart and the attracting force, now
expressed as gravity, collected matter into stars and planets. This creation
could not have happened without the repelling force being dominant. It is
through this magnetic force that Creator communicated with its creation.
Creator's desire to separate became what was "good" and
"right", since it was the will of Creator.


Life
continued to divide down to the level of an individual Being (like Ahrazu) that
has been call the Higher Self or Over soul. There are many places in the
Universe that are inhabited by beings like this. They cannot die and so know
themselves to be infinite.

On Earth
the Oversoul is fragmented into individual souls, each with its own view on
experience, or lens through which it will experience life. A part of the
Oversoul stays whole and part is fragmented.

 From
Ahrazu:


"It is important to understand that
during the Outbreath, the energies sought to lower their vibration and forget
their true nature. This was the will of Creator and so it was desirable and
appropriate at the time. At the present time Creator's will is to unite so we
currently seek to raise our vibration and remember our true nature. When you
are tempted to look down on someone who is of a lower frequency than you are,
remember that at another time it would be the other way around. During the
Outbreath there was Spiritual Competition to achieve density, forgetfulness and
to experience the drama and trauma on this planet. No level of experience is
better than another. It is all part of the game."


THE
INBREATH BEGINS

And so the
Inbreath began. The will of Creator was to re-unite. The parts began to become
aware of each other. First you discovered that you were not just a body, you
had a mind. Then the concept of a soul entered the consciousness and this was
the beginning of religion. This was when the concept of God began as a powerful
life force outside of the self.


As the
parts reunite they don't blend together and loose their individuality. They
are, instead, incorporated into your conception of your self. Imagine that you
meet someone who you knew long ago, perhaps at a family or school reunion. They
say to you, "Remember when we did ...?" For a second you don't
remember, then suddenly it comes back to you, a part of you that you had forgotten
has now been remembered. Your sense of self has expanded to hold a bit more of
you.

During past
life regression work, people begin to integrate an even larger part of
themselves. Each life is remembered as a separate experience, yet they are all part
of YOU. It is like remembering the different grades in school. Each year was a
separate experience, with a different teacher, different classmates and
lessons, but they are all part of your life.

In the
metaphysical circles people are working to connect to their Higher Selves. I
prefer to call this the Greater Self, because it's not higher than you, it's
just more of you. At first the Greater Self or Oversoul is perceived as being
separate from the self. It is usually an inspiring experience to connect to
one's Greater Self. Since this part is aware of being infinite, you experience
a sense of joy and peace when linking. Somehow it seems that everything is
truly OK, all is as it should be. This linking with your Greater part is the
beginning of freedom from the rules of this reality.



At some
point in the re-uniting process, you start bumping into the shadow energies.
This includes those lifetimes when you were the perpetrator, the bad one, the
abuser, rapist and murderer. Oops...More from
Ahrazu:


"One of the major shifts that you
have to make in order to move into the New Energy is to step out of polarity.
That sounds good to most of you but you don't really want to get into the
nitty-gritty reality of what that means. You have been focusing on the light
for a long time, you've worked so hard to remove those nasty parts of
yourselves, to be kind, fair and honest. You have tried to be clean with your
energy and treat others well. Yet it hasn't always worked out as you desired.
Somehow your life is not as you pictured. Where are the peace, the joy, the
ease and abundance?


How can
it be that you have been so diligent, so careful and still you haven't been
acknowledged, much less rewarded for your efforts. Why is it that the people
who are "less conscious" than you seem to have better lives, more fun
and more money? This is not the way it is supposed to work. The deal was, that
if you did "the work" things were supposed to get easier. IE. If you
are good (polarity) you get the reward!


The old
energy that you are clearing now isn't just from your childhood, or your past
lives. This deep and dark energy is from long before your times on Earth. This
is the residual energy of what happened that made you decide to have the Earth
experience in the first place. You wanted to slow things down, to limit the
speed at which your thoughts became reality, so that you could think again and
change your minds. Your earlier creations were bigger, faster and more dramatic
then you can imagine. And some of what happened was devastating! It was safer
to accept the limitations of the third dimension, to try to get control over
things again.


The
time has come when you are ready to regain your powers. Before you will allow
that to happen, you must address the old energies. You will not allow yourself
to have this power again until you know that it will be safe.


Do not
resist the shadow energies that are coming up now. When you feel afraid,
ashamed, angry etc. go into the feeling. Amp it up and let it flow through you.
Scream into a pillow, or pound the pillow. Let yourself cry. And breathe!
Remember, if you resist the experience, it will manifest in the outside world.
It can not be avoided, but it will not last forever."

What is
required for Ascension is that ALL the parts are received without judgment; the
good and the bad, the upper chakras and the lower chakras, the
"positive" emotions and the "negative" emotions. Remember
that at other times (during the Outbreath) the things that you call negative
were considered positive.


Getting
back to shame... You can't re-unite fragmented parts unless you are willing to
feel shame. Many of those rejected aspects of yourself were rejected because
you felt shame. Here's an example: In a past life you were the Shaman-Chief of
a tribe of people. Your tribe was attacked and because you made a
"wrong" decision, your people were killed or taken as slaves. You
felt guilt and shame "I'm not good enough". You made a decision or
vow to never be in a position of power again. Vows and decisions like that
don't go away when you die! They stay in your energetic system because you were
unable or unwilling to fully experience the emotions.


So in this
life, you are working on re-claiming your power. In order to clear the limiting
decision or vow, you must be willing to feel the guilt and shame and forgive
yourself.

The good
news is that from the point of view of Creator, there are no rules you have to
follow to be good. The bottom line is the truth feels light and expansive. If a
statement or belief feels heavy or contracted then it isn't true! If you
remember this, your life will become lighter and much more joyful. This will
attract more of your fragmented aspects back to you and that's what Ascension
is all about.

Sarah
Biermann - Teacher, Intuitive Counselor, Energy Healer, Writer and Artist.

 






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