Return-path: [log in to unmask] Received: from stream.mcs.muohio.edu ("port 4728"@stream.mcs.muohio.edu [134.53.7.12]) by miavx1.acs.muohio.edu (PMDF V5.2-29 #41127) with ESMTP id <[log in to unmask]>; Thu, 09 Dec 1999 14:39:43 -0500 (EST) Received: from DIRECTORY-DAEMON by po.muohio.edu (PMDF V5.2-29 #41127) id <[log in to unmask]>; Thu, 09 Dec 1999 14:39:29 -0500 (EST) Received: from listserv.muohio.edu ("port 4831"@listserv.muohio.edu [134.53.7.7]) by po.muohio.edu (PMDF V5.2-29 #41127) with ESMTP id <[log in to unmask]>; Thu, 09 Dec 1999 14:34:11 -0500 (EST) Received: from naswnt01 (134.53.7.7) by listserv.muohio.edu (LSMTP for Windows NT v1.1a) with SMTP id <[log in to unmask]>; Thu, 09 Dec 1999 14:28:49 -0500 Received: from LISTSERV.MUOHIO.EDU by LISTSERV.MUOHIO.EDU (LISTSERV-TCP/IP release 1.8d) with spool id 6325064 for [log in to unmask]; Thu, 09 Dec 1999 14:28:49 -0500 Received: from unixgen1.mcs.muohio.edu by listserv.muohio.edu (LSMTP for Windows NT v1.1a) with SMTP id <[log in to unmask]>; Thu, 09 Dec 1999 14:13:48 -0500 Received: from gx1base (u151.s15.muohio.edu [134.53.15.151]) by unixgen1.mcs.muohio.edu (8.9.1/8.9.1) with SMTP id OAA27147 for <[log in to unmask]>; Thu, 09 Dec 1999 14:18:49 -0500 (EST) Date: Thu, 09 Dec 1999 14:17:14 -0500 From: "Rodney D. Coates" <[log in to unmask]> Subject: Millennial treks of the Madman - a preview of things to come In-reply-to: <[log in to unmask]> Sender: Black Faculty & Staff <[log in to unmask]> To: [log in to unmask] Reply-to: "Rodney D. Coates" <[log in to unmask]> Message-id: <[log in to unmask]> MIME-version: 1.0 X-MIMEOLE: Produced By Microsoft MimeOLE V5.00.2314.1300 X-Mailer: Microsoft Outlook IMO, Build 9.0.2416 (9.0.2910.0) Content-type: text/plain; charset=iso-8859-1 Content-transfer-encoding: 8BIT Importance: Normal X-Priority: 3 (Normal) X-MSMail-priority: Normal X-Mozilla-Status2: 00000000 Millennial treks of the Madman – a preview of things to come Rodneyc//99 Often a friend that goes simply by the name of “The Madman” visits me. Much like my private muse, he never ceases to impart to me wisdom, knowledge and insight. As I sit here in my four-cornered room waiting for the millennium to begin to end, listening to the darkness, I find that I am in need of his sage advice. The panorama of a life, now a half-century-old, has left me confused and exhilarated, humbled and exalted, numb and ecstatic, tired but nevertheless expectant. I have seen the hopes that dawned with the Age of Aquarius turn into the fickleness in what may be called the dusk of Gemini. This dusk, marked by a nervous tension filled with superficiality and inconsistencies, of that dawn now unfolds. As I sit, contemplating paranoia and insanity, a still voice in the corner of darkness begins this strange chant: “Laying in a pool of obfuscation, Surrounded by fools of justification, wearing the height of today's fashion, the king of Cool was dead. The call, answered by the rapid consolidators, went out in mid-December to the entire hood, but no one came that day. The sisters of perpetual chatter, the brothers of continual flatter responded in late May. Obituaries written just the other day, remarked, "The deceased, clad in a Grey flannel suit by Hilfinger. His hair, coifed, fried and purple died, with extensions that stood at least 3 feet deep continued to float gently in the breeze. His neck, covered with chains by Gucci. Pinky rings, on either hand, with diamonds all cut to perfection. A platinum coded credit card, strapped to his waist along side his ruby studded pager and phone- going off incessantly. Always ahead of his times, his nails affectionately done in matching gray and red. On his feet, half-laced - gold air Jordan's but of course! He will be missed by all the merchants and pimps, half slick wimps and whacked-out wannabe's. His family, consisting of yesterday’s no-bodies, signifying monkeys, jack legged donkeys, and tomorrow's any-bodies, will host the party on the corner of 6th and never. Please be punctual, only the fashionably snobbish need come." It was the third of December, I remember it well. The sun was in mid-sky and the clouds in the air spoke of snow later on that day. The strange thing, no one cared, but the death of Cool was everywhere.” As the chant ended, light from my night stand slowly invaded the darkness, and there leaning against the wall, draped in kente...was The Madman. Shock and surprise now turning to expectancy and relief capture the moment as I try to vocalize the questions that eluded me now, but all to no avail. Dumbfounded, I starred at my friend. Again, now more melancholy his chant began anew: The future belongs to those who chose to grasp it, embrace it, and become one with change. Excellence born of necessity dictates that our quests must be both moral and righteous. All Covetousness, excessiveness, pettiness and obsessions must now be set aside else, we be broken by the quakes and consumed by the thunder that is to come. Dreams, newly formed cresting on the horizon, must now transcend the despair that all too many contemplate. Power, found in love, must now fill the void that 4 centuries of denial, isolation, and ignorance has created. Wonder, rising up from the souls of a millions of martyrs who gave their lives in the middle passage, in the great passage, in the final struggle to end all struggles – must now replace the listlessness that our children and their siblings angrily contain in worlds filled with angst. The future belongs to those who demand life over death, love over hate, and hope over angst. Moreover, my children, keep your sights on the stars of your tomorrows, but continue to walk the path with your ancestors. Lean on their wisdom and insights, but be not afraid of your passions and visions. The past is but a guide let it not be your trap, the future is but a promise but let it not be determined. Let it unfold, both good and bad, with its own rhythm and reason. We, who are your elders, can only suggest your course, you must determine the path. We the elders, can only warn you of our failures, and show our successes as solitary stars for you to cling to. We, who are of the past, can only pray that you will choose life over death, wisdom over folly, and knowledge over ignorance. For, you are our last and best hope, you are the point of all our strivings, and you are our brighter tomorrow.” In addition, with that, darkness again filled the corner, the Madman had gone. I was left starring into the light that now consumed my soul. ----------- umoja: rodney c.. for more of my poetry please check out: http://www.ulbobo.com/umoja/index.html