Hi all.
So much has happened in the past few years. Forgive me for not writing sooner. I'm requesting prayer. I'm at the lowest point I can remember ever. Not even my divorce caused me such turmoil. 
I am a federal employee... I think there are a few of us on list. I'm not trying to start a debate on whose right and whose wrong regarding this shutdown. The point is we're scared. About 800000 of us are not being paid... either working or not. I was called back wednesday... because tax refunds are essentual. 
Not only that... but my fiance is stuck in Australia. He can't get a visa because of this mess. He's been here three timess, I went there this past summer.
I know God is with me... He's with all of us affected during this trial. I admit... I can't sleep without sleep meds or a few glasses of wine. I'm taking anti-anxiety medication. i'm crying more than not. Yet... I still know God is with me.
Frankly... I'm sick of waiting. I'm angry and hurt and feel betrayed by those in authority. I feel... as do all of us... like we are pawns in their game. I know God is going to do something big... but when? When will those in authority get over themselves and open the government? When will we matter? 
Thanks for listening. 
Jen


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